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 I NEVER KNEW


I KNEW NOT WHAT HE WAS TO ME!!!!!!

I KNEW NOT WHAT HE MEANT TO ME!!!!!

ALL I KNEW WAS HE WAS A PART OF ME,

FROM MY HEARTBEAT TO MY THOUGHTS

HE REIGNED IN ME EVERYWHERE,

FROM HEART TO SOUL I WAS HIS,

BUT STILL THERE WAS A WALL

WHICH KEPT US AWAY

THOUGH WE WERE NEAR EACH OTHER

SOMETHING KEPT US MILES AWAY

I KNEW NOT WHAT IT WAS

I KNEW NOT WHY IT WAS

BUT SOMETHING EXISTED

SOMETHING UNKNOWN AND UNHEARD

AS IF IT NEVER WANTED US TOGETHER

STILL WE GAVE IT A CHANCE

WE DARED TO ASK EACH OTHER

THE DIFFERENCES WE WANTED TO CLEAR

BUT SUDDENLY ONE DAY

EVERTHING THING TURNED TOPSY TURVY

HE BECAME A STRANGER TO ME

A TOTAL STRANGER

ABOUT WHOM I KNEW NOTHING

AND I DID NOT WANT TO KNOW EVEN!!!!

AND IT ALL ENDED FOR THE GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Came…conquered. ..left


Yea
You came
Conquered
And left
Like all those others
You left
Without a thought
A reason
Or question
Without an answer
An explanation
From strangers
To buddies
To brother sister
And much more……
Distances are hurdles
I could get par with
And out of blue
Grew distance from you
And there again
Was me standing
In mid of sea
Of thousand thoughts
Alone
Upset
Distraughted
And sumwhere
Partly dead…………

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Bro#Abdul#love#sissy


He was the rainbow in my life
The light that showed me way
When darkness shadowed me
He was the first one in my life
Who feared friendship
God knows why
He still unknowingly
Unaware of everything
Went on to be a sweetheart
A brother from another mother
With all the love he showered
And care and guidance
I sumwhere went on

To have a beautiful relationship
A brother to lie upon
A friend to blindly trust
A colleague to rely on
A sweetheart to love
And much more…….

U had been there forever
Yesterday today n tomorrow

I know I had not been the best
Neither better than the rest
But trust me brother
I love u from the core of my heart
With all my kidneys…lungs…
Yea…… everything actually

U will be in my good books
Eteched in golden words
A relationship
Defined by no words……

Love u brother. …

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You…


Your eyes spoke
A thousand words
And Said them all
before it reached your lips
Your naughty smile
I fell in love with
Said a story untold
Of love, lust n more
The way you held me tight
Wrapped in your arms
I could feel the want in you
Possessive and wild
The way you winked
The way you chuckled
Made me feel
Loved blessed and bright
You never let me apart
Not for a moment
Not a beat

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Death……


Death seems to fascinating
So wonderful
So melodious
As if a song
As if a symphony
A moment in melancholy
It seems so simple a escape
A mask I wish to drape
I could never be his
Loving princess
I could never be her
Midnight support or trust
Neither could I be her
Knight in armour sister
Nor his love….or his friend
I could never be his best student
Neither his best colleague
Nor her guide she wanted
I never could be want he wanted
Neither could I be want I
All of the moment
I gathered my senses
All I found was a lost me……
Neither the me I know
Nor the me I am
The real fight still went on
Death still seemed damn fascinating
Loving deadly n seductive
Craving warn n addictive

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Re-born…re-live….relish


There was a time
U solved most major issues
Over a cup of tea
They pulled your legs
But never your conscience
You talked every crap
From world cups to wars
From frienship to love
From subjects n lectures
To gals n bikes
We had reason to celebrate
The smallest of happiness
The reasons were us
From homeworks
To assignments..
Projects n tasks
We accomplished together
Rides were adventurous
Bunking classes was holy
Sneaking out to meet them
Seemed the most wonderful thing
Sharing the brunch
N fighting over the lunch
Talks that never ended
And calls that never completed
Feelings so pious
Of friendship so holy
A story of addiction
Of love and passion
Of jealousy n surprise
Of fights n convincing
Of dreams that were funny
Of days that were sunny
Of those years we spent
Holding our hands
And hearts alike
Walking together in rain
To Splashing sparkling drops
It had been a story
Worth living…..
Thou the promises no longer live
Thou the hands no longer held
Thou the hearts torn apart
Trust butchered alike
Thou the rains r no longer lovely
Thou the rides r now tiring
Thou we have grown apart
There is one thing that remained
A wandering soul of feelings
That gives me a smile
When I think of the past
That gifts me tears
When I look at the present
Guys…….yea you all
I wish we never grew up
I wish my childhood back
To be
Re-born…re-live….and relish. ….

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In tears and smiles

in love and hatred

Ups and downs

Its you who stood by me when I broke down 

Its you who held me strong when i fell

From my heart beats to my tears

somewhere you were a part of them all

Somewhere you were a reason of them all

More than the brightest rainbow

Ur presence was more cherishing

Most than the most beautiful places

Your smile was more welcoming

Ya, you were famous among others

So was I, but what about us

We were the best of the buddies

And you know what

Still we are………….

 

Its just  that

We grew apart