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Don’t Follow me……… I am Lost


Don't Follow me......... I am Lost

In the desert of loneliness
Alone, lost and losing,
Walking I am like blowing wind,
Directionless
Emotionless
Free, but enslaved
From the path of Love,
Friendship and Sands of Life
each grain looks betrayed
each grain hurt
each grain slips away
as if in dirt
All I know is I am here
Today, for this moment
the very next I won’t
For I would fly away
to places unknown
times unseen…………………..
For would then come a day
when I would stop
For someone someway
I am sure
would come a day……..
Follow me not
Follow me never
For I know
I am lost
I am lost
I am lost

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Memories


Memories

Memories unstained
In love, dreams and friendship,
blood, sweat and heat,
ones who betrayed me,
some who loved me
most whom I never knew
but of the memories few
cam thy out from blue…………….
Memories stained
in love, lust and friendship………..
broken hearts
and torn up trusts
clamped wings and clipped feathers
of tongues tied hard
Memories Stained………………….

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One day


One day

One day I will go,
Like a wind I will blow,
From your heart,
Ur soul,
Ur being,
Quietly I will walk away,
With a bleeding heart
and ditched mind
A distraughted soul,
as a whole
That feel
that hurt core
Ur love so deep
Will still I keep
Just a difference
U breath
I don’t
U live
I don’t…..

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Love


Love

Love
Like a bed of roses
Soft,
Delicate,
Fragrant…..
Touched me tenderly,
In its affectionate arms
I found my worldly peace
Ultimate…
Little did I know
Of the hidden sharp thorns
That lay underneath
In its blossoming sheets
It cut me hard
Cut me deep
Made me weep
Took off my sleep
Made me cry
Made me wail
The harder I tried
The deeper it cut
Inside I cried
My heart lay dried
Dead
Shattered

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Knowing it


Knowing  it

More than his painful absence
Knowing he would never come
Hurt her more
More than those blissful memories
Knowing he is now a broken dream
Hurt her more
More than those unlocked tresses
Knowing he would never entangle them
Hurt her more
More than his unfamiliar dearth
The reason is she
Hurt her more
More than his messed up shirts
He would never come wear them again
Hurt her more
More than his sudden backstab
She is still alive
Hurt her more
More than her broken heart
She trusted him
Hurt her more
More than her love for him
She could never hate him
Hurt her more

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He said, wait for me not


He said, wait for me not

He said, wait for me not,
Go get a life
She with teary eyes
Once again cried
Once again she broke
This time more brutal
Once again she thought
This time more cruel
Once again she went there
This time mentally wrecked
Once again she took out that page
Rewritten a thousand many times
Rewrote it once again she
Once again she took out the blade
This time enraged
This time fed up
She for the first time
Caught up her soul
And cut off her veins
Deeper and harder
It bled like a river
And shed like a waterfall
Before her eyes closed
She opened up that damn bottle
And popped in pills 10-15
Darkness invaded her at a snap
And there she went into darkness forever
Not knowing he loved her
But his heart could no longer beat for her
It was weak, stumbling and falling
And he was dying the very moment
She breathed her last!!!!!